1 Peter 5:5-7

His Loving Discipline- Psalm 39, Romans 5:1

8:00 PM

 


Today's Reading: Psalm 39Romans 5:1

When I read the first verses from today’s Psalm, I could relate to a time in my life when I felt so troubled and in such dismay:

“I said, “I will guard my ways that I may not sin with my tongue; I will muzzle my mouth
while the wicked are in my presence. I was mute and silent [before my enemies], I refrained even from good, And my [distress grew worse. My heart was hot within me. While I was musing the fire burned; Then I spoke with my tongue:” (v. 1-3)

Yes, the more I focused on the hurt and the pain, in my heart “fire burned”, and instead of taking it to the Lord like David did in the first verse… I kept it to myself until I let my heart become bitter and arrogant! I had “the excuse” to hold a grudge against that person for the unjust way I had been treated for such a long time, but did not want to realize the harm I was doing to myself!

As David advised previously in Psalm 37:7-8,  we should: “Be still in the presence of the Lord, and wait patiently for him to act.Stop being angry! Turn from your rage! Do not lose your temper— it only leads to harm.”

In 1 Peter 5:5-7 we find that: “God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble. Humble yourselves therefore under God’s mighty hand that He may lift you in due time. Cast all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you.”

But when we walk by our own truths we become arrogant…we feel we know better and sadly our heart becomes hardened by bitterness and what is worse: hardened to God’s Word!  This is how I continued, until one day I was involved in a terrible car accident…. By God’s Grace, no one was hurt, except me: I had a cervical injury that kept me bedridden at home for two months, and through this painful recovery, I had plenty of time to realize all the time I wasted in this absurd attitude which made me sin against my Lord and as I humbly repented from my transgressions, I now could freely and with a contrite heart express like David:

Lord, let me know my [life’s] end and [to appreciate] the extent of my days; Let me know how frail I am [how transient is my stay here]. “Behold, You have made my days as [short as] hand widths, and my lifetime is as nothing in Your sight. Surely every man at his best is a mere breath [a wisp of smoke, a vapor that vanishes]! (vs. 4-5) … “I am silent before you; I won’t say a word, for my punishment is from you. 10 But please stop striking me!  I am exhausted by the blows from your hand. 11 When you discipline us for our sins,  you consume like a moth what is precious to us. Each of us is but a breath.( Interlude ) 12 Hear my prayer, O Lord!  Listen to my cries for help! Don’t ignore my tears.” (vs.9-12)


“Tears have ever had great prevalence with God. Christ used these sacred weapons when, “with strong crying and tears,” he prayed to his Father in Gethsemane, “and we heard in that he feared.” Sinner, there is such potency in a penitent’s tears that thou mayest prevail with God if thou wilt come to him weeping over thy sin, and pleading the precious blood of Christ. Thy tears cannot merit heaven, or wash away thy sins, but if thou dost penitently grieve over them, and trust in the great atoning sacrifice of Jesus Christ, thy tearful prayers shall have a gracious answer of peace... He who knows how to weep his heart out at the foot of the cross shall not be long without finding mercy. Tears are diamonds that God loves to behold.” (C.H. Spurgeon)

Reflection: Are you actually having to deal with a person or a situation that is affecting your peace of mind? Are you struggling to surrender this to God? Have you actually forgiven that person?

Let’s pray:  Heavenly Father, thank you for your Holy Spirit and your Word that strengthens us as we face so many difficult situations in our lives. May we be able to “fix our thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable” (Phil. 4:8). May we “ get rid of anger, rage, malicious behavior, slander, and dirty language. (Col. 3:8). Please Lord, that “evil will not conquer us, but that we conquer evil by doing good.” (Ro. 12:21)  “Now may the God of peace make us holy in every way, and may our whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless until our Lord Jesus Christ comes again. 24 God will make this happen, for he who calls us is faithful.” (1 Thessalonians 5:23-24) - Emphasis mine-. In Jesus name we pray. Amen!

Blessings,

Mari



1 John 1:19

Confess and Rest

9:00 AM




If we are honest, there is not a single day that we can say “I’m good enough”. We may be born again Christians and sin no longer has reign over our souls, but we still fight with the flesh daily and have to surrender our motives, our desires, our whims  and fancies over to the grace of God. Paul who called himself “ chief of sinners” expressed this spiritual battle: “For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members.” Romans‬ ‭7:22-23‬ 


God doesn’t want sin to have any dominion or hold on us. He longs for us to be free of its crippling grasp. The Bible devotes much to the topic of sin and righteousness to make us aware of its toxic effects. He doesn’t want us to cover up and hide our sin but He wants to expose and uproot it. If we ignore sin or try to hide it, it will just fester under the surface and spread like a metastatic cancer until it is destroying us from deep within. The reason it is so destructive is because it hinders our relationship with God and hinders us from being able to glorify Him. 


We may be sinners but the wonderful news of the gospel is that we have forgiveness and atonement for our sin through the shed blood of Christ. Because we know that God will forgive us, we can stop trying to put forward a false image of being “ a good person” and we can ask God to shine the spotlight into the deepest, darkest recesses of our being to expose any unrecognized or unrelinquished sin. Even if we fool other people or fool ourselves, God knows our true motives and agendas. “O Lord, you have searched me and known me! You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar. You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways. Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether. You hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me.”  Psalm‬ ‭139:1-5‬ 


How uplifting it is to meet with God in prayer and confess sin so that He can cleanse our hearts, restoring sweet, unhindered fellowship with Him.  What peace and rest we can experience when we let God cleanse us. If we are struggling with a particular area of sin we can ask God to give us victory. As we surrender to the process of being made more and more into the image of Christ we will be renewed, strengthened, and refreshed. 


“Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.” Psalm‬ ‭51:10‬ ‭


Forgiveness

Rahab - "A Fresh Start Through Faith"

11:30 AM

 


Rahab is a beautiful example of God’s grace to all who believe. No matter who we are or what we’ve done, through the blood of Jesus, it’s never too late to start over. Our Creator is the God of fresh starts. And when we come to Him in faith, He will give us a glorious future, wiping our old our slates of sin clean! 


Rahab - “A Fresh Start Through Faith” (Joshua 2)


When Rahab came back from the kitchen, she saw that the inn was brimming with patrons. It was a busy night, and between the full moon and the new wine, the crowd was getting rambunctious. But that was to be expected from the clientele that came to Rahab’s. For hers was a house of ill repute, and the men that frequented the inn weren’t exactly looking for a quiet evening.


Rahab went table to table, making the rounds. And it was when she was refilling the empty glass of a wealthy garment trader, that she saw the two strangers slip through the door, seemingly unnoticed. Even from across the room she could feel their nervousness as they hid in the shadows. Casually Rahab approached the men, trying not to arouse suspicion. And as she got nearer she recognized the manner of their clothing, and immediately knew the men were from Israel.


Rahab had heard the stories about these people called Israel, and their mighty God. The God who had delivered His people out of Egypt and who went before them, conquering lands and destroying kings. And right then and there, Rahab had a choice to make. For surely these men were spies, which meant war was coming to the city. Would she put her faith in Jericho’s army, or in the God that had brought these two men to her doorstep? With a slight nod of her head, Rahab motioned for the men to follow her upstairs. 


As they reached the roof, Rahab pulled away a few stalks of flax, making room for the men to hide underneath. And before covering them up she said, “I’ve heard of the great miracles performed by your God, and the mighty kingdoms He brought low. I can only guess that Jericho is next. Who can stand against the Lord your God? For He is God in heaven above and on earth beneath. So when you return to your people, remember me before your Lord. And promise me you’ll spare my family when you take the city.” 


Somewhat shocked yet pleased by the faith of this pagan woman the men answered “It will be our lives for yours if we don’t deal with you kindly and faithfully.” And with that Rehab left to return to her duties at hand. And no sooner had she returned downstairs, when messengers of the king bolted through the door. The Israeli spies had been spotted and seen entering the inn. Coming up to Rahab, the messengers demanded answers. 


She should have been frightened. Lying to the king meant certain death. But for a reason she didn’t yet understand, Rahab wasn’t afraid. She answered the men saying, “Yes I saw who you’re looking for. They left through the gate shortly before dark. Leave now and you’re sure to catch them!” Then as quickly as they entered, the king’s messenger left in pursuit of the Jewish strangers. 


Running back upstairs, Rahab got the men and lowered a scarlet rope over the city wall for the two to escape. They instructed her to keep the rope tied in the window so when they returned, no harm would come to her or her family. As she watched them run off in the distance, Rahab said a silent prayer to a God she didn’t know, but in whom she had place her faith. And from that moment on, Rahab’s life was changed forever.


A short time later, Israel attacked and defeated Jericho. But because of that scarlet rope tied in faith, the city laid in ruin, but Rahab and her family were spared. But that wasn’t the end of God’s rewards. Because of her faith, even though Rahab had a stained past, God gave her a glorious new future, including a new people, a new husband, and a new life. For Rahab eventually married Salmon, one of the spies who she had hidden at her inn. Salmon was a prince of the house of Judah. And their marriage turned the once harlot into a respected member of one the most prominent families of Israel, and a direct ancestor of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.



Forgiveness

Miriam - “Never Give Up Hope”

1:00 PM


The hero’s of Exodus are often remembered as Moses and Aaron. But not to be forgotten is Miriam. A girl born into slavery, who never gave up, or ever lost hope. Miriam’s courage and strength carried her throughout her life as she grew to be a faithful prophet of God; leading her people out of bondage.

Miriam - “Never Give Up Hope”


The itching was terrible and Miriam was doing everything she could not to scratch. For if she did, the lesions on her arm would burst open and become infected. And the pain already was unbearable. She wrapped her blanket tighter, and looked out into the distance. 


A few miles away, Miriam could see the flicker of firelight and hear the muffled voices of men talking and children laughing. It was almost dusk, and the people of the camp were beginning to gather to their tents for the evening meal. She sat down next to the small fire she had managed to light, and a tear rolled down her cheek. 


“Why did I have to open my big mouth?,” Miriam cried. “I knew it was wrong to gossip about the wife of Moses, but I just couldn’t stand the thought of her walking around like she was somebody important! Who does she think she is anyway?” But as she looked again at her home in the distance, in her heart Miriam knew she had done wrong. And now she was facing the consequences. 


Struck by God with leprosy, the once esteemed prophetess of Israel was now reduced to an outsider. For as was the practice, being unclean, Miriam was forced to leave the camp. Seven long days she was to face the humiliation, pain, and separation alone by herself. With a heavy sigh Miriam murmured, “The camp will probably move on without me in the morning. Moses likes to get an early start.” And with a lump in her throat added, “I hope I can keep up. I’ll just have to do the best I can.”


Trying not to give in to despair, she laid down near the opening of her tent and gazed up at the nighttime sky twinkling with stars. And as Miriam drifted asleep; her thoughts floated back to a time when hope was all she had. That hope she desperately clung to as she placed her baby brother’s basket in the water of the Nile. That hope which had whispered to her heart that someday she would be reunited with that same lost brother. And that hope she had in the Lord which gave her the courage to help lead His people to the promised land. 


The soft, warm nuzzle Miriam felt against her cheek roused her from her sleep. As her eyes opened to the morning sun, she saw a young lamb staring back at her. Startled, Miriam went to stand. As she did the little sheep turned and ran. And to her delight, Miriam watched as he ran all the way back to the Israel camp. The camp that was still there! The one that hadn’t left her behind! The people who shut her out, but who didn’t walk away! Miriam’s hope was rekindled, and her heart humbled, as with each passing day, she could see the camp faithfully in the distance. 


When the time finally came for Miriam to go back to her people, again she relied on hope. For she couldn’t help but wonder how she would be received. Would Israel be forgiving? Would her brothers be happy to see her? Her hope was realized when a large group of the people came to welcome her back. They walked beside her the whole way dancing and singing songs of celebration. And when she entered the camp, Miriam was brought in again. 


Miriam’s story shows us that no matter the circumstances, there is always hope. And like Miriam, when we put our hope in Jesus, no matter how dark the night, the dawn of Christ will always rise. “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” (Jeremiah 29:11) 

Forgiveness

A Quick Decision Can Lead To Lasting Consequences {Matthew 14}

2:05 PM

 



Matthew 14


When Herod the Great died, each of his sons became a ruler, also called a “tetrarch”, over 1/4 of his kingdom. His son, Herod Antipas, governed over the areas of Galilee and Perea. Herod had a half brother named Philip. While in Rome visiting Philip, Herod met Herodias, the wife of Philip, and the two fell madly in love. And that forbidden love led Herod to make a decision that resulted in the murder of a beloved man of God, John the Baptist. a decision Herod deeply regretted.


John the Baptist had a ministry near the Jordan river. There he preached the coming of the promised Messiah, and baptized people in the name of the Lord. When John learned of the union between Herod and Herodias, who had since divorced their respective spouses to marry each other, he preached against the marriage. Such a union was forbidden in Jewish law. Herodias was furious over John’s public disapproval, and had Herod throw John in prison. In her hatred, Herodias wanted John dead, but Herod, being afraid of a rebellion by the Jews, refused. And so Herodias tricked Herod into murdering John and presenting his head to her on a platter. Caught up in desire and running on passion, caused Herod to make a decision that would haunt him the rest of his life.


Even the best of us fall victim to making mistakes in the passion of a moment that can lead to a lifetime of consequences. I think of Moses who in a fit of anger sinned against God and lost his chance to enter the promised land. (Deut. 32:51-52) Or David who in the heat of desire slept with another man’s wife, resulting in murder and the death of David’s son. (2 Sam. 12:13-18) And Samson who in a moment of frustration told the secret to his God given strength, causing him to be captured, blinded, and killed. (Judges 13-16)


We all make decisions in the heat of the moment that end up as mistakes. We all fall short and need forgiveness daily. Fortunately, God’s grace comes in an abundant supply. The Lord is compassionate and merciful, slow to anger, and filled with unfailing love. He does not accuse, nor remain angry forever. He does not deal harshly with us, but instead is faithful to forgive our never-ending sins. (Psalm 103:8, 1 John 1:9) And although God may let us reap the consequences from the decisions we make, His unfailing love for us is as great as the height of the heavens above the earth. A love in full display through His Son Jesus Christ who, regardless of the mistakes we’ve made, stands ready to welcome us with open arms and not a pointed finger.




adultery

Looking Beyond Fault to See True Need (John 8)

11:30 AM




Reading For Today:  John 8


 I love many of the quotes from Toby Mac on fb. This one especially resonated with my heart as I reflected on the story of the accused adulterer in John 8.   “To love a person is to see all of their worth and to remind them of it when they have forgotten.”


In this well known story, Jesus is teaching in the temple courts and he is put in a tricky situation. “The teachers of the law and the Pharisees brought in a woman caught in adultery. They made her stand before the group and said to Jesus, “Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery. In the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?”” (v3-5)


Well, the first thing interesting is that only the woman was brought before Jesus and not the man. The 2nd interesting thing is that Jesus initially didn’t say anything at all. He wrote on the ground with his finger. The Bible doesn’t tell us what he wrote but I imagine that it could have been thought provoking. Perhaps it caused those present to check their behaviors and self reflect. Perhaps, even, he was just making a point of not immediately engaging with them to deescalate the  charged emotions of the crowd. But, what is important to know and reflect upon, is what he did say. It was a penetrating statement that took focus off of the woman’s circumstances and put focus on the individual circumstances of every single person present that day. 


“When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, “Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.”” (v7)

One by one, her accusers walked away. When only the woman was left Jesus let her know that she was forgiven and did not have to be forever defined by her transgressions. She could start anew. ““...neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.”” (v11)


People don’t throw physical stones today. But, we throw stones nonetheless. We can be quick to pass judgement and hurl accusations at one another. We gossip, backbite and condemn. Perhaps we do so out loud or perhaps we do so within our own minds. But, what if, instead of seeing the sinful behaviors, we looked instead at the value and worthiness of the person that God could redeem and transform. What if we offered grace, just as God offered to us. What if we remembered that we are guilty of sin and only redeemed by God’s mercy and salvation? What if we prayed for that person and rebuked, if needed, in brotherly and sisterly love. What if we extended support and help to those who just need some compassion and opportunity to turn their lives around.? 


I know that I need to remember, when I am annoyed and finding fault with those around me that I need to extend compassion and grace instead of hurling stones of condemnation. I need to remember that only God can change another and I should pray and support instead of criticize or judge. I need to see people through the eyes of Jesus and hate the sin but love the person. I need to remember that I am no different myself from the accused woman for “ all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God” (Romans 3:23). How grateful I am that Christ extended the same precious blessing to me as he looked upon the sin that enslaved me....”


“...neither do I condemn you.  Go now and leave your life of sin.” Thank you Jesus for your mercy, extended to me!

Forgiveness

Forgiveness {Mark 11}

8:47 AM





My study bible says, “Forgiving others is tough work – so much so that many people would do anything totally distasteful than offer forgiveness to someone who has wronged them.  For a person to pray while bearing a grudge, however, is like a tree sprouting leaves and bearing no fruit.”

 According to psychology, here are some reasons why forgiveness is so difficult.  One reason is because we can hold onto memories longer.  We think about the past and hold onto what caused us the hurt.

Another reason is there is too much anger that causes a lack of self-control.  Our emotions can be so strong and blinding that forgiveness is the last thing on our mind.  But often, we may choose to be angry about a situation because it feels right to us.  It gives us a false sense of empowerment.

We may be too scared to forgive in fear of getting hurt again.  This defense mechanism is developed over time to protect us from getting hurt again.

We may believe that the person who offended us deserves punishment.  Interestingly, when we hold a grudge against someone, it may be our attempt to punish them and how we gain a sense of self-control and power over being hurt.  But sometimes that punishment can be unresponsive and ineffective if the person is not aware that they have offended you.  In reality, you may be carrying the heavy burden of a grudge while the other person is moving on with their life.

And lastly, you may find it difficult to forgive someone if they never made you feel understood or heard.  So, it is easier to justify your decision to hold onto that resentment.  After all, why should you forgive the other person when they did not treat you well, right?  But this only causes the both of you build your walls higher.

As we read Mark 11, it is no surprise that this passage on forgiveness ends with the story of Jesus calling out the people in the temple on having the appearance of godliness, but having no fruit or substance of a relationship with God.

Jesus finishes this section with a reminder of what the fruit of godliness looks like.  It is not just outward actions, but an inward heart change.  Specifically, Jesus tells us that a true disciple of His will forgive others.


Jesus pulls no punches in this verse.  He starts out by saying that forgiving others is so important that you should even pause your prayer to do so.

Has someone ever come to mind while you are praying, and you wonder why?  Well, Jesus goes as far to say that, “…forgive them, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins.”

What does Jesus mean by saying that?  We see throughout scripture that God was the first to act on our need for forgiveness and salvation, and that He did so despite all we did and who we once were.  God saved us when we were still enemies (Romans 5:10).  We only love because He first loved us (1 John 4:19).  And if this doesn’t help to humble us, none of us were even seeking God to begin with (Romans 3:11).  What does that mean that God will not forgive us if we do not forgive others?

Turn to Matthew 18:21-35 to read the parable about the man who owed an excessively big debt and his lender forgave him that debt.  Shortly after, this man refuses to forgive someone else’s much smaller debt and threatens him with his life.  The previous lender finds out about how awful this man treated the other and renounces his forgiven debt consequently for treating the other man so poorly. 

What we learn from this parable is that God takes our life change very seriously.  We are not saved by our works, and God’s grace and forgiveness is purposed to bring about a change heart.

God’s plan is to save us from the punishment for our sins (Romans 6:23), to give us a new hearts (Ezekiel 36:26), to fill us with new motives (1 Corinthians 10:31), and new empowerment (1 Timothy 1:7) to live a new life that he has called us to (Titus 2:11-14).

Here the kicker – this new life is not an option.  It flows naturally from our forgiveness.

Which leads me back to the question (which comes first, the chicken or the egg?) does God forgive us because we forgave others?  Or do we forgive others because God forgives us?

What we can learn from Jesus’ parable and the rest of scripture, is that God forgives us and empowers us to forgive others.  But, if we are not actively trying and asking God to help us to forgive others, then how can we possibly say we have been forgiven by God and love Him (1 John 4:20)

Or to put it another way, forgiving others is a sign that we have been forgiven by God.  And any lack of forgiveness towards others is a sign that we have not experienced God’s forgiveness.

I apologize this is so long, but I believe we need to understand something here; forgiveness is always possible, but reconciliation is not.

As important as it is to note that Jesus calls us to forgive others, it doesn’t always mean that things will work out.  Simply look at Jesus’ life – we will not be on good terms with everyone, but we can still forgive everyone.

Paul reminds us in Romans 12:18 that we are to “live peaceable with all” but only “so far as it depends on you” recognizing that sometimes the issues we have with others are simply on their end and there is nothing we can do about it.

This doesn’t give us freedom to write someone off as a lost cause, as we are called to love generously and especially those who hate us, but we also shouldn’t bear the weight of a two-way relationship all on ourselves.

We can forgive and still not receive reconciliation between ourselves and the other person if they refuse.

Although we talk about our empowerment coming from God, we often hinder ourselves to only self-help methods and motivational talks which is the exact opposite of “empowered by God”. Not only does self-help and self-motivation only last temporarily, but God also tells us that nothing we do can be pleasing to Him without our actions coming out of our faith in Him (Hebrews 11:6).  If our motivation is one of self-attainment and simply doing better, we’ve completely missed the point.

In regard to forgiveness, I have heard people encouraged to think about how much God loves the person you ought to forgive and if that God can forgive them, then so should you.  But this is nothing more than hype and motivational talk, and not found in scripture.

Of course, God loves them, He’s perfect.  But how does that help me to love them?

Here is what the Bible tells us to do:  Instead of focusing on the people you ought to forgive, you need to focus on the God who has forgiven you.  Scripture tells us that our forgiveness does not come from seeing God forgive others, but as an overflow of God forgiving us.

When God forgive us, He doesn’t simply wipe the slate clean and then tell us to try harder; He gives us His spirit to teach us and help us (John 14:26), to encourage us (Acts 9:31) and empower us to follow Jesus (2 Timothy 1:7).

The Holy Spirit is God’s gift to all believers when we are saved!  And it is through Him that we become more like Jesus – including our growth in forgiving others (Acts 2:38).

Do you need to forgive someone?  Do it now.

Do you need to ask someone for forgiveness from?  Go ask for forgiveness.  Do your best to bring reconciliation, as much as it depends on you.

Forgive
Repent.
Love others like Jesus.

Have an amazing summer as we rest from writing,
Lisa


Barabbas

What Does Forgiveness Look Like? {Luke 23}

10:00 AM

Today's Passage: Luke 23



 How would you describe forgiveness to another and how best to attain it? What does it look like to you? 
Did you know that nearly every religion in this world is centered on the idea that forgiveness must be earned; that we must do something, or behave a certain way in order to be forgiven? The only exception is Christianity.
The crux of the Christian message is that sin must be punished, and there’s no way people can earn their own forgiveness. Therefore, Jesus had to come to earth, live the perfect life that we could not live and die the death we deserved to die so that He could pay the penalty for our sins, and we could gain the forgiveness we so desperately need and could never be good enough to earn.
Here in this chapter are two perfect examples of this truth. The first is displayed through Barabbas. I don’t think anyone knew the meaning of forgiveness better than Barabbas that fateful day he was set free.
If you studied a map of Jerusalem during that century, you’d discover that Barabbas was placed in a cell far enough away from the crowd before Pilate to hear the roar of the crowd and what they were shouting, but not close enough to hear the words of Pilate. I’m certain he sat there knowing "the jig was up", he'd been caught and was about to pay for the crimes he'd committed. What we don't know is if he felt any remorse for all he had done in the past.

I'm sure his ears must have perked up when suddenly, while sitting there, he heard the crowd yelling, “We want Barabbas!” I like to think he pressed as close to the window as he could at that moment only to hear the crowd next yell, “Crucify him! Crucify him!” At that point he must have felt his fate was sealed. There was no way of escape; he was about to get exactly what he deserved.
I wonder what he was thinking as he heard the guards footsteps coming closer to his cell knowing they were coming for him…hearing the key in the lock and seeing the door swing open… only to hear the guards tell him he was free to go!

Can you imagine the moment Barabbas heard the words, “You’re free to go, for another will die in your place this day.”?
I can’t know for certain, but if I had been the one set free that day, I believe I would have wanted to see this man who was about to die in my place. I would have wanted to be among the crowd watching the three crucified, all the while knowing I should have been the one hanging on that cross. What could have Barabbas been thinking as he heard the crowds mocking and laughing at this man who took his place? And then to hear this man, who had been beaten so badly that he hardly resembled a man at all (Is 52:14) say,” Father, forgive these people, for they don’t know what they are doing?” Who could be so forgiving?
 I also wonder if Barabbas had known the other two men on either side of Jesus. Had they been friends; co-convicts? Surely he must have know them by reputation, and knew they were getting exactly what they deserved, what he deserved as well. What did he think when Jesus promised the one, “I assure you, today you will be with me in paradise.”? If he did know them, then he, more than anyone, knew that he was the last one who deserved to be in paradise! Just imagine that criminal breathing his last and being ushered into paradise! No more pain, no evil or hate- his heart now flooded with love.
We don’t know what happened to Barabbas after he was set free from the punishment of his crimes. We don’t know if he ever gained eternal freedom, but we do know it was possible! Our God is an equal opportunity God and we all are offered the same gift of forgiveness and able to spend eternity in paradise!
It doesn’t matter what we’ve done in the past, we all are able to gain the same forgiveness as the murderers did that day. We can be forgiven and set free to forgive others.
When you know you are forgiven, your past can stay in the past and your future can be totally different because you’ve been set free from all the guilt and shame over what you’ve done, because nothing you could ever do is more significant than what Jesus has already done for you on the cross that day. When Jesus declared, “It is finished” (John 19:30), He meant that the full price for our sins had been paid. 
Forgiveness comes from simply asking Him for it: If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and his word is not in us.- 1 John 1:9-10
And once we’ve confessed to Him, any accusations you keep hearing won’t be from Him, because he won’t bring up your past again:
“For as far as the east is from the west,
    so far has he removed our transgressions from us”- Psalm 103:12
When you know, that you know, that you know, you are forgiven, you’re set free to live a new life with Him for all eternity!

Blessings! 

sue


Becky Austin

The Freeing Power of Confession (Psalm 32)

12:30 PM





David was a man truly loved by God but David was not a perfect man. David’s life was marred by grave sins. But, David was teachable and David knew the importance of reconciling to God. He also knew how to use the imperfections of his own experiences to serve as an example for other hearts to learn from.  That’s why I love this humble Psalm which came from his sincerely penitent heart. 

"Blessed is the one whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered. Blessed is the man against whom the Lord counts no iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no deceit.” (1-2)
David understood what a precious gift it was to be 100% forgiven. This is a precious gift freely given to each of us for the blood of Jesus completely covers our sin. 

“For when I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was dried up as by the heat of summer. Selah” (3-4)
David also knew the oppression of unconfessed sin. God wants us to recognize and repent of our sins so that we can be spiritually healthy and in His will. When we are His children, His Spirit will convict us and not let us be comfortable in our sin because God knows the damage that sin causes in our lives and in our hearts. 

“I acknowledged my sin to you, and I did not cover my iniquity; I said, "I will confess my transgressions to the Lord," and you forgave the iniquity of my sin. Selah”(5)
If God is dealing with your heart about sin, He is dealing with you out of love and He wants you to come to Him with an honest, exposed heart that is not trying to make excuses or deny the sin festering within. He wants that sin to be dealt with so we are not encumbered by it. Because of our salvation through Jesus, all of our sin is forgiven but sin unchecked in our lives can still impact our spiritual walk, testimony and spiritual well-being. 

“I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you. Be not like a horse or a mule, without understanding, which must be curbed with bit and bridle, or it will not stay near you.” (8-9)
God longs for us to trust Him and allow Him to guide our steps. Unconfessed sin in our lives comes from our stubbornness and independence. If we try to be self righteous, we also fail to truly yield to God because we don’t dig and expose what needs to be dealt with. We just cover it up and dismiss how harmful it can be. God wants us to be honest, willing to self examining our motives and prepared to be teachable and yielding. He wants a close relationship with each of us and confession of what needs to be yielded to Him is an important part of that. He wants us to have understanding and know His will and then His Spirit can work in our hearts to change us more and more into the image of His Son, Jesus Christ. 

“Many are the sorrows of the wicked, but steadfast love surrounds the one who trusts in the Lord.”(10)
David’s experiences taught Him that there is a big difference in the life of the one who trusts God and the life of one who chooses to let sin reign instead. How blessed we are to have the favor of the One who can cleanse our hearts from sin and surround us with an amazing, bountiful steadfast love. No matter how far away from God your heart may stray, His love never fails to welcome your confession and sincerely repentant heart.